, Me and Donovan are getting SO much better, really,...

Me and Donovan are getting SO much better, really, not one thing has gone wrong. I feel like it’s going to, but i’m not going to say something and mess it up. The thing is, I was talking to a guy at work and he wad talking about his girlfriend and how he loved her, sees her everyday, never has broken up, wants to marry her, and wants to move in with her next summer. GOD. I want that. I want that from Donovan more than anything in the world. I’m ready for that, he’s not. I want that so fucking bad. BUT things are going good. Slow, but good. I’m not going to mess it up.